If only...

If only

I could break the ice

that cages me for ages

without mercy but full of emptiness

If only

I could fly very very high

so that I could be together with the sky

soaring my thoughts, my feelings, my sighs

If only

I had a knife that could kill every single thing

that I hate, I feel like strangling

not a foe but a silhouette that I supposed to be depending

If only

I had a magic wand

that could break the ice cage

I would happily put on my free badge.