Time is the best medicine

   Time is the best medicine.I am pretty sure that many people know about it.As for me, it is undoubtedly true.I used to write a lot since 1982.But due to the obstacles that I faced, I stopped my passion in writing.Because of the obstacles too, I lost my golden touch in writing.

   Years ago, I liked to write in B.Melayu.For me the language is so beautiful and I could express my feelings and convey my messages easily.Syair, pantun, sajak were my cup of tea.Thus, I really wanted to be a novelist or a poet.When I won many writing competitions in the 1980s, I thought that I could achieve my ambition.Unfortunately, my life was not as beautiful as my writings. I had to face lots of problems that I could not understand myself.So, my passion in writing faded with the time that flew.Those obstacles made me afraid of writing.I felt like there was a deep wound in my heart that could not be healed.

   2010; after so many years I don't know why suddenly, I felt like writing.I know that I don't have the golden touch anymore but I could not wait any longer since the time is chasing me. I need to pour what in my heart so that when I go, there is something about me that I could share.However, I still have no guts to write in B.Melayu.I do hope one day, I could write in B.Melayu as beautiful as before.